so simple and beautiful.

Phrases i Wish i knew in Japanese

* Can i pat your dog? He has a really cute jumper!
*Hey i met you at that cool shop the other day.
*All these purses are really awesome but im trying to not spend all my money!
*I really like your hair.
*No you cant take the condom off now.
* Yes it is handmade. I made it. My friend made it.
*Are we changing buses again or is this a short break?

McDeath

Last night around midnight i saw a screaming ambulance pull up across the road.
Some boys waved them down and they raced into the Mcdonalds to assist someone who was obviously sick. I made up stories in my head as it was late and i was fuzzy and tired after work.
Alcohol poisoning, choking on a pickle, o.ding on eccys.
I got on my bus when it came and as we slid slowly past the restaurant (if you can call it that)
i saw the staff continuing to serve customers while the paramedics crouched over someone in the corner.
there was something so disturbing and wrong about that scene, it made me feel so dislocated from the world i exist within and seemed like an obvious metaphor for the problems of the world.

i heart queer genderqueer transbabe porn!

yesterday. last night. i followed a whim.
even though everything inside me is turning inward. i decided to try to reflect out. to be the courageous confident kid that sometimes lives inside me. when its not all overwhelmed by self doubt and over analysing.

i took up an offer to help with a photo shoot. turned up on the doorstep of a house id never been to with people id never met. i met a whole group of people immediately, while my virgin bike legs still wobbled from the ride. i was offered west coast wine coolers, a drink i have never had before but that tastes just like passiona, and drunk quickly trying to break my nerves.

i feel like the woman who had invited me over had read me well. or maybe just didnt even care. but i felt comfortable sitting amongst a pile of fetish outfits on the couch. talking about strap-ons and coming up with ideas and poses for the photos we were going to take.

i love being a photographer. i love porn. i love taking photos of amazingly diverse bodies and genders and sexualites. everyone so uniquely divinely sexy. beautiful.
i love the art of intimacy, trust. the intuition of finding a comfortable space to share with someone during an experience, creeping beyond the walls of self guard to find inner truths. vulnerablity. all this makes me feel so alive. precious.

whats your code?!

This is the hanky i made for the hanky code party thats happening in a couple of weeks! try to guess what im flagging!?

The Hanky Code is a traditional form of signaling to others what your sexual preferences and interests are. Gay men used this code to communicate with each other in the noisy and distracting environment of gay bars. Although not as widely used these days, it is still a worthwhile resource and is, among those who know, a great conversation starter.
Hankies are usually worn in either the back left or right pockets, however, they can also be worn around the wrist, around the ankle or leg at the thigh above the knee, or around the neck with the knot/tie going either right or left. Other objects can also be used such as keys and key chains or watch fobs and even a set of handcuffs (Bondage), to let people know if you are 'top' or 'bottom'. Left = Top/Active and Right = Bottom/Passive. If worn in the back on the center belt loop, it translates as 'versatile'.

i <3 paddys market!!

New Wig!!!! loves it so much i think i might wear it all the time! didnt even cost me that much. only buy wigs in sydney they are so so cheap! im defo going to get more, especially cause im growing my hair out now and its at a weird stage. isnt it always?!

shooesss and stuff!

I really <3 Charlotte Olympia shoes!!! AAANNnnnddddd.

This Alexander Wang leather vest amazingness!!! so much hotter than a bumbag!!